Lily is Sorry

British train wreck Lily Allen has gone to her blog to apologize and express some guilt and shame for her behaviour at the GQ awards last week. She should feel like crap for getting wasted on stage and telling her co-host, music icon Elton John to eff off during a presentation. She described her emotional state as “dying inside” and also wrote that she “feels like killing” herself, though the statement was removed later on. In an earlier post, she also wrote “’Was he upset? I’m worried now, was I mean?” How does she think Sir Elton would feel after her outburst, fine and dandy?